How kind you are to come back and re-read and then tell me that you did - I feel flattered as hell, so thank you! And, as well, for your supportive comments about John. People want sweet, but alas, that's not what this story is about.

Everyone has their own take of course, in Sam's mind, this is how I think he saw him at that time in his life, and the vestiges cling to him even when he's all grown up. Plus, I love torturing him!

Thank you again for your lovely post!