Shy is something I am not. My fic preferences is friends lock, but that's about it. Might as well acknowledge what I like. People can't write it for me if I don't. :-) It's something everyone in HP fandom was doing, and it seemed like a good idea to me. It really helps people identify what you might and might not like.
I hope you find something you like on my rec list. I don't have a ton of SPN on there yet, but the ones I have are very, very good. Let me know if you read any of them. I LOVE talking about fics. And I think everyone on the SPN rec list is a LJ friend of mine, actually. And there are abuse/beating fics in a ton of other fandoms on there too. I like what I like regardless of fandom.
As for my own work, my master list is here. I have written straight out abuse fics much like this, but mostly in the Harry Potter world. I've written quite a few Supernatural fics now, but amusingly, they are ones I've posted on the spn_spanking community, the too soft kind. LOL! I'm trying to decide if I think you'd like any of them. "Scorch Marks" is probably the closest.
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I hope you find something you like on my rec list. I don't have a ton of SPN on there yet, but the ones I have are very, very good. Let me know if you read any of them. I LOVE talking about fics. And I think everyone on the SPN rec list is a LJ friend of mine, actually. And there are abuse/beating fics in a ton of other fandoms on there too. I like what I like regardless of fandom.
As for my own work, my master list is here. I have written straight out abuse fics much like this, but mostly in the Harry Potter world. I've written quite a few Supernatural fics now, but amusingly, they are ones I've posted on the spn_spanking community, the too soft kind. LOL! I'm trying to decide if I think you'd like any of them. "Scorch Marks" is probably the closest.