lovesrain44: John's Eyes (John's Eyes)
Wednesday, October 17th, 2012 05:19 pm
One of the most flattering things that can ever happen to me is when someone wants to translate one of my stories into another language. When it happens, I am glowing with pleasure that someone wants to take that kind of time. I've always planned on posting a link when it happens, but never never did. So here am I to start.
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lovesrain44: Serious Rodney and John (Default)
Monday, March 14th, 2011 08:09 pm
I had a question about Orange Otter Pops - Little Orphan Orange flavor, to be exact. In the past, in my Sparta verse, Sam has been wanting orange otter pops.

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lovesrain44: Serious Rodney and John (Default)
Saturday, December 4th, 2010 08:37 pm

Part Three

Turning his mind away from this thought, he moved around Dean and Dad and got the plates and the forks and the glasses and arranged them on the table. He got the salt and pepper shakers out too, thinking that might help with the taste.


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lovesrain44: Serious Rodney and John (Default)
Saturday, December 4th, 2010 08:32 pm

Part Two

Dad didn’t say anything as he looked at Dean, but the muscles in his jaw tightened and he started to glare. At Dean, which felt pretty strange, since Sam was always the one being glared at, always the one at the end of that look that said he’d just failed Dad in too many ways to count.


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lovesrain44: Somber sweet Dean (pic#623716)
Saturday, December 4th, 2010 08:27 pm

Part One

For a moment, the slow hush of the river beneath the low bent trees was all the sound there was. Beyond that, the hum of the forest played a scratchy green sound in Sam's ears as he hunkered low in the water, bare feet braced against the gravel and stones, feeling the slow, cool rush of water over this thighs and hips. As he peered over the edge of the line of willow sticks, he could see that there were three fish circling around, all alive, fat and sassy, and they would make the best cookout ever. Ever.


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lovesrain44: John's Eyes (pic#623719)
Saturday, December 4th, 2010 08:02 pm
Title: With the Strength of Lions

Author: lovesrain44

Rating: PG, Gen, violence, angst, hurt, but not a whole lot of comfort

Verse: Sparta Verse

Pairing: None

Word Count: 17,652

Summary: Since it’s been so hot, Dad finally takes Sam and Dean to the river for a little fishing trip. This makes Sam feel a little bit better for not being able to play soccer, but not a whole lot because it’s still the summer from hell. This story is a sequel to The Gauntlet

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lovesrain44: Serious Rodney and John (Dean Looks Up)
Monday, December 1st, 2008 04:00 pm

This is in reference to the 4.10 ep, Heaven and Hell, where Dean gives up the goods at the end and tells Sam the reasons why he doesn’t want to talk about hell. We find out the awful truth: that in order to stop the pain, Dean got up off the rack and became a torturer himself.


I realized I want to know WTF happened after 30 years that made Dean suddenly change his mind. I mean you don't go through 30 years of torture and then wake up one day and say screw this, do you? (I’m pretty sure Sam feels the same, but he’s being a Good Brother and giving Dean his space. For now, anyway.)


Maybe, after 30 years, maybe he hit his breaking point, maybe he got tired of Alistar coming by EVERY single day and just hit his limit.


When Dean said, at the end of Wishful Thinking, “…the things I did, the things I saw…” I instantly thought/figured/hoped that there was non-con between Dean and Alistar, because I’m whacked that way, and I kind of thought THAT would be the reason Dean broke. Not that he suddenly gave up one day. Or maybe Hell used Sam in some way, something that Dean thought was Sam.


What's most interesting to me is the fact that fanfic never considered that Dean could be broken, that he would make the choice he did as presented in canon. At least not the fanfic I’ve read. (I would be willing to be shown the error of my ways, however.)

I'd love to know what other people think!