lovesrain44 | Why Did Dean Break After 30 Years and Not Before?

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Why Did Dean Break After 30 Years and Not Before?

This is in reference to the 4.10 ep, Heaven and Hell, where Dean gives up the goods at the end and tells Sam the reasons why he doesn’t want to talk about hell. We find out the awful truth: that in order to stop the pain, Dean got up off the rack and became a torturer himself.

I realized I want to know WTF happened after 30 years that made Dean suddenly change his mind. I mean you don't go through 30 years of torture and then wake up one day and say screw this, do you? (I’m pretty sure Sam feels the same, but he’s being a Good Brother and giving Dean his space. For now, anyway.)

Maybe, after 30 years, maybe he hit his breaking point, maybe he got tired of Alistar coming by EVERY single day and just hit his limit.

When Dean said, at the end of Wishful Thinking, “…the things I did, the things I saw…” I instantly thought/figured/hoped that there was non-con between Dean and Alistar, because I’m whacked that way, and I kind of thought THAT would be the reason Dean broke. Not that he suddenly gave up one day. Or maybe Hell used Sam in some way, something that Dean thought was Sam.

What's most interesting to me is the fact that fanfic never considered that Dean could be broken, that he would make the choice he did as presented in canon. At least not the fanfic I’ve read. (I would be willing to be shown the error of my ways, however.)

I'd love to know what other people think!

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Something like that. I'm sure there's a relation there. Or seriously. Sometimes I don't think Show knows what it's doing.

I hope Show doesn't know. Cause I don't wanna have a 'Son of Devil' - 'Son of God' Thing.

Honey, I think it's too late.

We already have each boy representing a side of the battle between good and evil.

Funnily, ha ha, the "good" boy (Sam) represents evil, and the "naughty" boy (Dean) represents goodness. BUT. At the same time the "naughty-but-good" boy is the one who spent 10 years torturing people.

In the end, however, I think both boys will rejoin with their humanity and go back on the road again.

Let's hope. Lately I have a bad feeling.

Well, what else can they do? They can't kill off either character, and the story must take a circular format. The boys must end up where they began, or no one will be satisfied. They must be "on the road" again.

I see two options.

1. Kripke ends the Show after Season 4 with a great bang, kills of both brothers.

2. Because Show is doing really well this season, we will get a weak Season 5, with nothing more to tell.

You're peeing on my parade, you realize that. Show is doing really well, we will get a season five, which will return us to the "saving people, hunting things" motif!

You really think so?

Maybe Castiel will fly away with Dean. With his fluffy wings.

Christmas depression. That's what that is.

Okay. How can you possibly be depressed when you have access to German beer and brochen? And good German butter?

When you could GO to Kyserslaughten (or wherever the hell it was) and get fried chicken made FRESH any time?

Maybe Castiel will rape Dean and then fly away. Alone. Leaving Sam to pick up the pieces.

Bwahahaha... Kaiserslautern? I will be in Munich, hun.

Castiel will rape Dean... then Sam better shoots him out of the air like a duck.

I still don't know what brochen is.

Germany is a really small country. You could get to Kaiserslautern in like two minutes. On the Autobaahn. You order the chicken. It's wonderful. Then you get these lemony wipes in little packets that burn in just the right way. Have some beer with that, oh, LORD. Stomach growling now, thank you.

Brotchen. Bread.

I like your story. You should write it.

Hahahaha... yeah, small alright. Many autobahnen, lol! And we have 'Wiener Wald' in every big city. That's where you got those lemon wipes. ROTFLMAO!! You do know that you should wipe your mouth with those wipes and not your ass? *burns in the right way* Kinky... hahaha...

Stop telling me I should write something. selinamoonfire is taunting me, too.
If I write something, you and her will be my betas. Much fun with my English.

Small. Very small. 30 minutes in a taxi from one side to the other.

The lemon wipes were at a home-run resturaunt in that little town that I can't spell. It wasn't a chain. This was back in the late sixties!! I decided to walk down the street and thought it would be FUN to close the gate to the town. I backed up traffic for 10 minutes! The germans adored me. I was adorable. (The lemon wipes were part of the experience. We'd order the fried chicken, and they'd go out back, catch a chicken, kill it, clean it, and then cook it. It took ages. It was delicious.)

You should write something that your heart tells you to write. I will be happy to be your beta. I am a mean beta. But fair.

Nah... twenty minutes top. As long as you don't close any gates. LOL!

Yes, we Germans are known for adoring little children that run around with chicken legs and lemon wipes and are closing gates. We love those kids. No really.

You know, I think you would get sick reading any story of mine. Because if I write something it will be fluff. I am pretty sure about that. Schmoop. Distgustingly. That's what my heart will tell me. *sighs*

Oh, man. Those gates were SO cool. I have a thing for gates to this day. Gates and stone walls surrounding little towns...*sighs*

Seriously. The Germans were always petting me on the top of the head and letting me get away with murder. If I brought my American money to the candy store instead of German money, yeah. I'd get the candy anyway.

Why do you think you would write fluff? Couldn't it be part fluff and part kink?

Because I'm a sap. Deep down in my heart I AM A SAP.

I love to read kink. But I noticed that as much as I enjoy those stories I only read them once. The stories I read over and over again are always romantic. I love good plot and good voices and all that, but I need romance without kink to be really happy.

Just because something is schmoopy doesn't mean it has to be fluffy. Good story has content and impact. Kink is just one kind of flavor of good.

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Oh, btw, I still haven't seen the latest ep. Only a few excerpts. Or whatever.
I can't watch it. Srsly. Everyone was like: awww, Castiel. I think I will throw up when I watch that ep. So I won't. *shakes head*

Which ep? The Heaven and Hell one?

Was Castiel even in that one? I totally forget him the second he leaves the screen. Yeah...I guess he was in the ep, but really. You only need to watch the last three minutes anyway.

Yeah that one. *grumbles*

And everyone said: whoohooo Castiel loves Dean. What the hell did happen in that ep? Were they french kissing or what? *grumbles off*

Well there was this huge battle scene and Castiel was getting his ass whumped and Dean rescued him. Like he would do anyone.

I've reviwed my review...the only thing I can think of is that Uriel says to Dean that Castiel is fond of Dean. Castiel and Dean never had screen time alone together.

What it is is the fact that the people who want to slash finally can, non-wincest style. That's all. They're reading in SO hard to this pairing, it's amusing, because I just don't see it!

I think all the people who wanted to slash so hard, are already slashing wincest-style. I just hate the LIPS OF DOOM. *shudder* And that weak character. Brrr.

I didn't read your review yet. But I guess I will watch that f*cking ep sometimes.

What I've heard is that the lemmings have been desperate to slash. Some, yes, have fallen to the lovely and delicious evils of wincest. But the rest? This is their day. Gack.

Lips of Doom?

Watch the ep when you want to. Dean takes off his shirt, you know.

Yeah, I know. *points at icon* The really important things I know. LOL!

Lips of doom? You know these... I don't know the English word for it. Castiel has really dry and funny looking lips. *shudder*

Lemmings? People that go mainstream? Hey, grammatical question. What's right: People that go... or People who go...? :DD

I am an OTP fangirl anyway.

Okay, as long as you understand the sexy back thing.

Lips of doom. Funny you should say that. In my last review, I said he needed chapstick like nobody's business. : D

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lemming

"Due to their association with this odd behaviour, lemming suicide is a frequently-used metaphor in reference to people who go along unquestioningly with popular opinion, with potentially dangerous or fatal consequences." (In other words, lemmings follow without thought, they follow what's popular.)

People who go. (That is used for inanimate objects.) : D